Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I love prawns!!!but I tink I've eaten one too many these few days..
WHEEEEEEE! I love steamboat!
I have sore eyes again!
I have so many things to blog about I dunno where to begin..
today someone got a new toy for $100..tsk tsk..
WJ says.."WAD THE HELL!!"
bus-ride conversations are funny..especially if they're 22 mins long n spent giggling away with my bff..
school is great cos there's Lovelorn *read Nurul..Amin n Monica..Monica is tis really entertaining n animated girl who is a dead ringer for Amruta..omg looks the SAME..she even has the same facial expressions as Emo la..I shall get hold of her picture somehow n post it here..
so hyper SO HYPER! I wanna go shopping!
♥ feL .:: 4:25 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
=(I woke up at 8.
left the house at 9.
reached school at 10.
waited for an 1 hour.
went to the students services centre with the class.
tis girl was rude to the teacher over the phone.
I got very annoyed with her..sure he is at fault for forgetting..but I dun tink it's right to yell at him..
gah.
reached home a while ago. 12.30
my parents went to M'sia
I'm all alone again.
Sigh.
This sucks.
♥ feL .:: 3:34 AM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
....always complain tat I'm skinny. so why do you always ask me to eat bread for dinner??????????♥ feL .:: 9:22 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
omg..it's only just beginning to sink in..tat I'm 21 OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pics! I dun have tat many cos I haven't bugged Jazzy for hers..
=D
my bf brought me to Sanobar on my bday..
Spicy Mediteranean Sausages!
Chicken Kebab
Lamb Chop
I liked the food! everything was spicy la..shiok..n I've nv eaten kebab b4 omg so hillybilly..reminded me of the food we had in Thailand! ahhhhh I MISS!!
I also had cocktail for the first time..aha..n we had some dessert called Baklava..GOODNESS..it was so tiny..he looked at it n said.."are u tinking wad I'm tinking?" lol..but it was nice
anyway THANK YOU EVERYONE for making it special for me! (:
♥ feL .:: 5:44 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
nghhhhhhhh!!!!stomachache! *squeals
too much chilli for the past week..wad a weak tummy! boo
♥ feL .:: 4:41 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I had an absolutely AWFUL day..Nurul n I were in really foul moods by the end of class..sucked..cos of some screwy admin stuffI felt better after talking to my bf about it..
BUT..
I was reminded of it after checking my inbox..
Hi,
Greetings! I am your student coordinator at MDIS and I am pleased to inform that OCU has offered you a conditional application into the Bachelor of Arts (concentration in Mass Comm) program. The director of OCU's Singapore Admissions would like to meet you either tomorrow (23 Oct) at 3.30pm or Thursday at 10am to formally run you through the admissions procedure.
Please bring with you original cert and transcripts of your education when you come for the meeting.
I look forward to your confirmation of a date/time for this meeting.
Thank you
EH. the module I'm taking now is COMING TO AN END LORH. I received a call HALFWAY THRU MY LESSON to hear tat there's some confused person out there who might have made a mistake n I have to bring my certs to meet the director to CONFIRM tat I can enroll in the bachelor's degree..HONESTLY.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????????????
wouldn't you be irritated?
tis sent Nurul n I into a real frenzy lorh..means wad..we are currently taking the ADVANCED DIPLOMA???????? wth do I need TWO diplomas for??? for tat half of the lesson both of us couldn't concentrate n we were busy wondering if we were in the wrong class lorh..zzzz..
gah.. =( hope I get an answer by tmr! I will not be affected..will not..shall not *chants
but our professor was really nice..glad she was there to help..
after tat we decided to go for dinner together to rid ourselves of our grumpiness..went Food Republic..it is fast becoming my favourite place..$8.50 for green curry chicken + rice + veggie + tapioca with coconut cream..I tink it's mighty cheap!
tmr....
tmr it shall be a better day (:
♥ feL .:: 5:21 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
!!! I've barely had any time to come online ever since school started..hence no time to blog boowent Marina for steamboat last Sunday..so yummy..been a long long long time snce I went there to eat! I LOVE CRABS N PRAWNS!!! couldn't resist so I ate though I'm not supposed to.. =/ suffered the ill-effects the next day..but I dun care..WORTH IT!
1st day of lesson on Monday..I was so SIAN lorh..dreaded every single moment of it..until.............Nurul walked thru the door! wah I was so so so happy to see her! at least I'm not alone! WHOOPEE! cos the rest of my classmates are just........different!
I am so hooked onto donuts n starbursts..NICE NICE!
had Thai food on Thursday! all 4 dishes we ordered were spicy..SHIOK..Tom Yum soup..Vietnamese Spring Rolls..Red Curry Chicken..Kang Kong! I love chilli man..yay!
-_- Nurul is a Topshop fanatic..there was some preview on Friday..she was so excited I could feel her happiness over sms..so I accompanied her to town in the morning..omgzzzzz..madness..we were there at 9.20 ABSOLUTE MADNESS..haven't been out tat eary for ages n ages..so she happily tried on pair after pair of shoes while I DS-ed..ahahaha..it is such a lifesaver..
went Food Republic for breakfast..we had macaroni! so fun slacking around la..BUT..we had school after tat zzzzzzzz..had to DRAG ourselves there..so tempted to skip class..
cos we woke up so early..we were total zombies in class..should have seen Nurul's face..
CLASS ON SATURDAY! spoiler..time seemed to fly after break..oh she brought cupcakes for me! on a sugar high man..we rushed off right after class..her Rafi LOVEBUNS party on tat day..!
summarising wad happened..
met the lovelies at Pasir Ris n my dad fetched us to the chalet..so super long since any of us laid our eyes on Miss Lee..EEEEEEEE-HA! so delighted to see her!
Jasmine n Jessalyn too! I wanted to whoop when I saw them grinning at me..AHAHA..
Lirong snuck up on me! =P bleah!
Amruta really has a classic emo expression..
DS doesn't detect chipmunk voices.. =PpP "scissors! seeeeeeeee-zersssssssssssssssss!!!! *giggles"
"can eat the key! try it n see!"
"omg u really bit it ahhh???"
"wtf! u tell me can eat one lei!"
Sam & Lee Ling paid a dollar to get into the wrong place..blurblocks! =D
"linkin park"
"eh tat was the most awkward hug ever"
"I dunno how to hug la!"
"u nv hug......................*looks around* HIM meh?"
"-_- of cos got la! but.........girl different ma!!!"
"eh u from girls' school one leiiii"
"but..hug girls different ma........"
"???"
"got............boobs ma"
AHAHAHA kua kua kua
bf suddenly appeared..happyness! WHEE
(: has gotta be the most memorable birthday celebration I've ever had..it just rocks having frens around..thank you everybody!
WJ is a nut! unfortunately BFF privileges means she can get away with almost anything..we ended up with cake on our faces n in our hair..as well as smelling like a gigantic slab of butter..aha..I DEMAND A REMATCH not fair I was wearing a dress while she was in shorts! =/ we were screaming n running around omg haha so funny..luckily Sam wasn't around at tat point of time..if not..really GONE CASE =P
Mabs gives Murphy's Law a whole new meaning..she threw a water bomb at my bf which bounced off n splashed her face instead..wad can I say..LOL
Amruta needs target practise..
presents!
red packets $400+
CapitaLand vouchers $300
Lil Miss Know-it-all tshirt
Lil Miss Naughty tank top
Guess wallet which looks like Mabs' hp
Black dress
3 key necklaces
Super pretty heels
Erm..lingerie@@
some kinda naughty bath gel
Adidas bag
cup & warmer
digicam
one highly YELLOW box with equally eye-watering YELLOW content..from WJJJJJJJJJJ..I tink she had the most fun yesterday lorh..u should have heard her laughing..evilness! haha.. =PpP
n I've got tis feeling tat I missed out smth..oops!
I bought donuts n Gucci Envy Me today!
I am one happy person.. (:
♥ feL .:: 5:21 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
rei - respect says:
i didnt wish wanjun happy bday omg
rei - respect says:
i just realiesd who is curly hair.
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
>.<
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
omg
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
OMG
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
HAHA
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
wad the hell?
rei - respect says:
i was tinking which of ur frens has curly hiar..
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
-_-
SAM IS AN ASSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! she's been ribbing me about how she's one year younger than me! EXCUSEEEEEEEEEE ME SAM..WJ n I are the SAME AGE for these few days ok! WJJJJJJJJJJ dun tink I dunno wad Sam sent u!!! DAYUM!!!
____________________________________
in any case..I'm sorry guess I overreacted..
♥ feL .:: 4:15 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
as u know..I like to do quizzes..so if u would like to kill urself..give it a try as wellhttp://intelligence-test.net/part1/
http://www.gamershood.com/flashgames/2902
GAH! back to my quizzes =D
Happy Birthday curly hair! love
♥ feL .:: 2:58 PM
sigh. their quarrelling makes me feel so...............empty insideheadache.
why is it like that everyday for as long as I can remember?
it's so tiring to come home to tis all the time.
sickening. sickening. sickening
♥ feL .:: 1:37 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
alright.that just. made my mood plummet to ground zero.
NVM? of cos u dun mind la BUT I MIND. wtf?????????? sorry is such a cheap word. becos tat statement seriously HURT.
it nv pays to be nice to anyone becos life has a way of turning the tables on u. I just wonder why the heck I'm so stupid I nv seem to learn
it's really sickening how tis kind of stuff just happens to me over n over again.
ANGRY? no.
disappointed. extremely.
__________________________________________
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
ahahaha jasminegreentea
Isaac says:
eh wth
Isaac says:
how u know
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
=D
Isaac says:
how u know im called jasminegreeneta
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
i've seen tt nubpancake b4
Isaac says:
WTH
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
MUAAHAHHAA
Isaac says:
dont bull la
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
hahaha
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
wad makes u so sure
Isaac says:
that's why im asking u now
Isaac says:
how u know
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
i see tt noobie afk at fountain
Isaac says:
when?
Isaac says:
tell me leh
Isaac says:
wth
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
hahaha
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
dowan lei
Isaac says:
say leh
Isaac says:
jasminegreentea zai de lor
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
whoo
Isaac says:
faster leh
Isaac says:
tell me
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
aha
//feL* La vita é bella (: says:
let's change the topic
Isaac says:
tell me la
Isaac says:
pls
Isaac says:
pls
aha. I tink I stunned him into silence..anyway..Isaac is Jazzy's bf..he is really blur..no wonder he's her bf..HAHA..they are so cute together..why didn't it cross his mind tat she told me??? tsk tsk..
was feeling very glum on Friday..was moping around cos he's not around..dragged myself to school for orientation..the weather was as sucky as my mood la..shouldn't have gone grr..only counted 13 ppl there lorh
thankfully Sam was free to accompany me after tat..though she had to wake up early the next day..met her at 4+ in town..she had a hair cut! very nice! her hair looks so nice now lorh..tat girl is mad..she just wanted to trim her hair..but she was fussing about which hairdresser to go to..
"later the hairdresser anyhow cut my fringe..I dun like lorh..last time the one cut until so....."
den when the hairdresser asked her how she wanted it done..
"orh..anything la.."
-__________________________-
shopped around after tat..I bought..
- top $27
- dress $30.50
- n another dress $64
- necklace $22.90
can't really remember if I bought anything else..den we went to eat cos Sam was hungry..aha..Ramen Ten! eeeeeee so nice I like! yummy..I had Chicken Gyoza Ramen! I love the soup..whee..
dragged her to Taka after tat so I could get myself a notebook $9.90..I was so tempted to buy other cutesy stuff but she was around to stop me la..haha..
while we were walking back to the station WJ called..she was at City Hall! so we met her n we took a train back together!
Sat..was supposed to meet WJ at 12.30 but I couldn't wake up..too tired la..so I met her at 1+ as usual Emo is the latest-comer..so we went Zimple to shop first while waiting for her..curly hair bought a....*gulp..yellow dress....n as much as it pains me to say it..out of the other colours..yellow looked the best on her..haha..I shall call it eye-watering egg yolk yellow just to annoy the hell out of her..tried on a few dresses but I didn't buy cos they were all too long for me! man it sucks to be short la..
by the time we were done..n u know her pattern la..she takes ages n ages to decide on a colour..our fave indian still hadn't reached! so we decided to go to the toilet..but ALAS..the way there is fraught with a lot of temptations..we ended up..in Blossomz -_- I bet nobody is surprised..n we came out with..the same top..hers dark brown mine in dark silver..kua kua..$25.40 flew away..I really must applaud the boss' strategic way of placing his shops..no one can miss it..DAYUM!!!
Emo FINALLY decided to grace us with her presence..we went to eat..at..Ramen Ten -_- aha..had Spicy Miso Chicken Ramen! n it wrecked havoc on my stomach less than an hour later..heard the story of Kylie n the bracelet omg super funny..small eyes is soooooooo..ridiculous..ahha.."eh..dunno how to go IMM" wah he made himself sound like a himbo..n the story of Emo n the chinese newspapers..wah total nonsense man..
went shopping around again after tat..kena insulted by WJ's colleague who came along@@ walaoooooooo..bought a pair of shoes $29.90 cos both of them told me its cute..n a cardigan $19.90 all WJ's fault! she was psychoing me all the way lorh.. =P
n den I wanted to go Diva cos both of them were happily waving their Diva stuff in front of my face..so we went to Cine..there was a flea market! the necklaces there were so so so pretty la..but kinda ex..$28? didn't buy =(
bought myself a necklace from the shops instead..$10..initially tat was the only thing I wanted..but tis friendship necklace caught WJ's fancy..so ya..we are..once again..co-owners of a necklace..$6.50
I went back after tat cos WJ had a date with Kylie n Emo er.........HAHA..went Bugis to watch a Hindi movie..
DIE LA..I spent $250 on shopping..I am so screwed..I spent like..all my $$$$$$ tt's supposed to last me till the end of the month la! can eat grass already..nvm..I shall console myself n call it retail therapy to get me outta the doldrums..next month..I will not buy anything..WILL NOT..MUST NOT..SHALL NOT..
♥ feL .:: 5:02 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
can click to enlarge if u want to! last night..I found the emulators for Sega Genesis n MAME! omg so happy lei I tell u..after I was just saying I missed my sega.. =D means my comp can now work as a Sega console..as well as those arcade games! HEE! even with those insert coin functions..YAY! I can play my fave games..like these below..screenshots taken yesterday HAPPY
my all time fav!
brings back memories!
pls insert coin..press 5 for credit..
EEEEEEEEE-HA!
was searcing for caterers..wah the 1st one I opened..$30 per pax..almos died of shock..so ex! dunno wads good lei..HOW?
orientation on Fri at 2..for those misc stuff..eeeeeeeeyerh must travel so far..Sam said maybe dunnit to go..but..if I dun go I'll be friend-less!!! noooooooooooooooo..
I am so not prepared for school.................
tis morning at 5.30....I received a phone call from tis woman..
"hello..你是卖猪肉的 harh?"
me: WAT!
"你是卖猪肉的 harh?"
me: 你神经病啊! 你知道现在几点吗?????? 卖猪肉????????????????????????????
"sorry sorry.."
-_- boo..sorry la..cranky in the morning ma..some more why I become pork seller???????? but it's funny now tat I tink about it..
den 1 hour later..
CHEN TIAN WEI..smsed me
"eh fel last Friday around 12 were u on the train going home or smth?"
kua kua kua..LAST FRIDAY? how to remember.........................walaoooooooooo!
he always does tis! Cheese Chen u need to be killed! =/
so tired today..shall sleep early
♥ feL .:: 12:52 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
PSP Slim is SO UBER sleek! the graphics are great too! bf bought one in silver..for $359 which I tink is actually reasonable for such a neat gadget..went Lucky Plaza to shop for it..so many shops selling we didn't even know which one we entered n which one we didn't..some fat guy tried to bullshit us..at first he said the thing cost $230..den when we wanted to buy it he said it was $270..cos of the GST..???? I wanted to laugh so badly so I quickly turned theother way..den he said the thing need a USB cable to connect..of cos la..but he said..it costs $58..OH REALLY? unless the wires inside are made of gold den yeah..n he told us tat we needa get it cos the cable is different..OIE! how different can cables get? my hp..mp3..DS..all use the same one lei! trying to cheat $$$$$$! I know la..maybe we look touristy cos I'm so spaced out..BLEAH..I remember..Iann n I were once discussing cables..I KNOW I AM CRAZY OK..(u must be tinking which normal person talks about cables)..ya ya I admit I am a geek..but yeah..
n den of cos being random..I am sidestepping here..I thought..if I went for lunch with Iann tat day I would be using a macbook now instead of tis Sony..DAMN MAN DAMN!
I love Caramel ice blended!
Mario n Luigi Partners in Time is SO FUN! I dun like the Mario 64..BOO..I dun really like 2D sidescrolling games..too distracting! I like those old school games..like..SONIC! haiya..I MISS MY SEGA!
trying to design without Photoshop sucks!
oh no my table is full of wires n more wires..
I want to buy girlie stuff lei..
EH! Muffin is 7 months old today! I love you Muffin! I shall go tickle his cute lil paws!
5 more days to my fav girl's bday..COWABUNGA!
WJ & SAM! I can't wait to see y'all!!!!
(:
I still believe
All I could ever want
♥ feL .:: 5:17 PM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
caught Balls of Fury over the weekend! comedy..I like! funnayeeeeeeeeeee..heemy thoughts are all over the place la..no time to orientate..so I shall just post pics la huh..
the lanky one n I! 2 weeks ago I tink at HK Cafe whee..ya I wore tat dress just to irritate her..heh heh..matching colours!
kept me awake allllllllll night..addictive!!
I went n did my hair today! =( lost my bet with WJ..itchy hand again I went to cut my fringe..dunno why also muaha..n I dyed my hair! it's a dark colour now..so sick of seeing yellow highlights..but AH WELL..my hair nv stays dark..saddening..wish I had black hair..BLACK!!! n I know..I'M VERY WHITE RIGHT! but it's just my face only! the rest of my body is still peeling lorh!
ok look..I know wad u're tinking..cos I'm tinking it too..hahaha..I'm "wadever-ing" myself as well..but HEY! look! I can act like XMM too!
gramps bought me a printer today..goes into the I.O.U ahaha..$209..we were lugging it around Century Square..wad to do..I need it! nobody to print notes for me anymore =(
anyway I got my timetable after bugging the consultants..dunno wad they're doing seriously!
my modules are:
- Research Methology
- Art and Our World
- Values & Cultures
- Politics, Economics, America and the Future
- Behavioral Science
- Advanced News Gathering and Writing
- Research & Writing in the Academic Community
- Seminar in Comparitive Politics & Public Policies
- Advertising Campaign Planning & Management
- Public Relations Campaign Planning & Management
- The Television Program: Scripting
- The Television Program: Production
- Management of Personal Lifestyle
- Environmental Science
help me..I just want to die..sounds so dead boring..anything with politics n policies just doesn't go well with me..gah!! n TELEVISION..omg..I hate TV PROD the MOST!!! shizzzzzzzzzzz.. =P
n here's my timetable for Oct!
16/10 Tues
2.00pm - 5.30pm
17/10 Wed
2.00pm - 5.30pm
18/10 Thurs
2.00pm - 5.30pm
19/10 Fri
2.00pm - 5.30pm
20/10 Sat
2.00pm - 5.30pm
22/10 Mon
2.00pm - 5.30pm
23/10 Tues
2.00pm - 5.30pm
24/10 Wed
2.00pm - 5.30pm
25/10 Thurs
2.00pm - 5.30pm
27/10 Sat
10.00am - 1.00pm
29/10 Mon
10.00am - 1.00pm
31/10 Wed
9.00am - 1.00pm
which looks even sorrier to me..aiyo..I have to drag my sorry self to school on certain Saturdays! nooooooooooo..........such things can only happen in nightmares@@
aha no la..it's fine I guess..it could be worse! hee hee..I'm off to play with my DS! it has a name! it's called..COOKIE..dun ask me why I'm mad..ha!
♥ feL .:: 3:53 PM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
I felt dizzy when I was in the toilet!!n I've been having chest pains since 2 weeks ago omg but I have no idea why..I feel so sick I should go slp already
bedtime bye! having a headache my head feels like its bursting ay
I miss my 4-day utopia I wish it would come back
♥ feL .:: 3:05 PM
Friday, October 5, 2007
oh la! just finished talking on the phone I'm feeling so sleepy my eyes are not seeing too clearly now dunno wad I'm saying I'm gonna sleep right after tis..can't even type grammatically..faster blog ahhhhhhhhjumbled up random thoughts
- I've had Muffin since April 14th! so since I clean the cage every 2 days..I estimate tat I've roughly cleaned out the cage at least 80 times -___-" providing I got my math right la..n I used to take 2 hours to clean it..I'm getting faster now..muaha..just tat I keep stopping to babytalk him..CUTIEPIE! love!
- meet EMMA! I know I cropped the pic out of the vid he sent me so it's not very clear la..but she looks so precious..her smile is so..............wow..*melts..oh god I wish she were mine..lil Miss Lee is Nic's baby..WJ tis is the COHAN la u remember?
- I need Photoshop! I'm dying without touching my fave program to experiment with..someone remind me to buy it soon!! pirated one of cos la..I didn't know the original one cost so much..my eyes nearly fell out of my head when I saw the price..$1000+!!!
- I miss Ruidi, Nicole, Amelia n Amos! chubby cheeks..I absolutely love children..it's one of my greatest wish to work with kids n have them all call my name at once la..music to my ears
met those kids when I was..............17..during my 6 month stint at a kindergarten..OMG..so long ago..most darling-est kids I've ever met..lucky parents..such beautiful kids!! but I'm very biased! aiya can't help it la..some children just aren't as lovable as others ma..I went back there to visit last year..they all ran out to meet me..wah the feeling is just....so great..when they just ran to me n threw their arms around me..indescribable happyyyyness! I shall go see them again soon..sometimes I tink I should have taken ECH..
their antics still make me smile whenever I tink of them..Adrian with the broom pretending to be Elvis..Ryan singing the Sun Wu Kong theme song while taking his own merry time to wear his shoes..Amelia finishing her food the slowest cos she's busy chattering away..Amos n his famous "EEEEEEEEEEEE NOT FAIR ONE WHY MY JIE JIE.........etc etc.."..n Arun chasing after every single bus cos he can't recognise his school bus..
cute!
- I can't believe there's a black DS lite sitting on my table after wishing for it for a while! someone pinch me! thankew!
- I dun tink I've eaten chocolate cake for a few good years..I dun like choc cake! until Cafe Cartel's bitter chocolate cake today which wasn't bitter at all..n surprisingly tasted fab! but I'm going to get pimples galore come morning..
- my cramps are killing me.. =( serve myself right for drinking Pepsi n cold espresso..tsk!
- tis is my 3rd blog tis year
- when will Rowling write a new book?
- eh vista sux la! dunno when my clock time went wrong.. =D scared Sam into tinking she was late for school..but the best part is I CAN'T CHANGE THE TIME LORH..
- "my clock is one day faster...."
- I love my grandparents..
- school starts next week! scary..
- wad will I be doing 5 years from now? O_O!
- be-yoo-tee-fool that way! Jiemin!
wah my thoughts totally no link at all..guuuuuuuuuuuuuuudnight I'm delirious already yay tis entry done in 10 mins
will we?
♥ feL .:: 3:30 PM
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
I feel heartsore.will everything be ok?
just tell me once again..
I wanna be smileyyyy
hai.
eventuality.
you said you wanted forever.
if only.
♥ feL .:: 6:30 PM
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
splitting headache...........................................................yowza!
shoo go away shoo go away shoo!
I had a real packed weekend! shall update again when I'm feeling more up to it..ta!
♥ feL .:: 4:30 PM
Monday, October 1, 2007
I think I'm a real bitch seriouslysorry if I snapped at anyone lately
I feel like shit
